Defining it

I know how to define it.... ok....

I feel like my life is a Television set. In the past I had many channels with shows that stimulated me. If a channel had a crappy show, I could just change he channel, and get energy from another show. You see, there was always something playing on other channels, always many dimensions to what I could view. I knew I could always be happy, always be stimulated as a viewer.

CurrentlyI feel like I have only one channel with the same actors playing in different shows. You see the people i live with, are the people I work with are the people I socialise with... and although really entertaining in the beginning, the show is now becoming repetitive. And to be totally honest, only a few of the actors on the channel stimulate and entertain me in a real way.

I mean, its an amazing revelation to have - thinking about it this way it is clear what I am going to do. 1. Seek out the actors that really entertain me for more viewing, and 2. Try harder to establish some more channels for a more diverse viewing experience.