Monday, March 28, 2005

Where is Mazzy?

For the last few days I know that many people have been wondering where I have been, since I was supposed to arrive in NYC on Friday night for a mega catchup and party - something I missed out on.
The Reason?
My bag went missing at a Service station on the i95 highway to New York city on Friday night. It was pretty serious actually - I lost my passport, my rent money and my return ticket to Montreal - not to mention alot of other personal items. I think at first I was in shock - I mean was this really happening? It was a dream right? But the stressed faces of Chris, Anuj, Rich and Desiree told m that in fact it was a real scenario we were facing.
So already arriving in NY late on Friday night after getting lost on the way to Balingers house - I started calling like a madwoman - The Conneticut State Police, the New Haven Police, Police Troup G, F and I, Highway Patrol... etc and at 3 in the morning I finally stopped.... emotionally drained I accepted the situation, and started to prepare for the conseuqences.
I will not go into those consequences but they are pretty far reaching - meaning that I am really worried about going to Amsterdam and my now impending costs on an already tight budget.
I have the weirdest feeling right now - I mean of course I am glad to be in NY, but at the same time I am finding it hard to enjoy the trip with all the stress of the money, and the passport stuff. And to make it worse I was really double thinking coming due to my finances but I thought... well we are driving and its a bargain, and I had allocated just enough - it was meant to be a farewell to North America. The main motivation aswell for me going was to see Washington which I have had to cancel.
It is a really tough scenario... I am trying to see the positive, but its a bit hard at the moment and it is safe to say that my current mood is of worry and stress....
I know all things happen for a reason - I am just yet to work out the bigger reason for my prolonged stay in NY and the spill-off effects of it.
WHY?


5 Comments:

Blogger Sweary Winey Mommy said...

MAZZY MAZZY MAZZY (oi oi oi)!

st. cloud EB having a meeting tonight. i was just mentioning that i was bummed that you hadn't called yet. but after reading what happened, i feel bad for being bummed. i hope that you work everything out. miss you babe. happy thoughts and wishes being beamed to you right this very second. chin up, it'll be OK.

7:09 AM  
Blogger Jennifer said...

Hugs babe,

Your one of my bestfriends babe and I know this is really hurting you. I realized what the email was about today. I am not home till the 8th. If you need anything let Jill know and I will sort it out ok.

Love you, hugs, Jen x

2:10 PM  
Blogger Maria said...

Hey Mazz.. I hope all will be fine.... Good Luck.... if there is anything you need from this side let me know!

2:35 PM  
Blogger V said...

Dear, it's kinda difficult to do much for being this far away from you... However, I hope everything will work out soon and you get back to be the HAPPY Mazzy again!

Hugs & Cheers!

4:52 PM  
Blogger Mazzy said...

Hey guys...

Thanks for the amazing thoughts and support.

Huge Hugs

Mazzy xx

9:36 PM  

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