Weirdness
I feel a little unbalanced at the moment.
It is weird.
On the one hand, I am mega pumped at the idea of living in Europe again. Being close to many bosom friends, seeing my 'family' in Copenhagen, starting what should be a new and exciting learning experience, being able to afford meaningful travel across Europe....
On the other hand, I LOVE Montreal. I mean I only realised in the last few days HOW MUCH I love this place, the people... maybe not the work... but the lifestyle. My life in Montreal is amazing at the moment. The sun is shining, I am more than comfortable in my job role, I am living in a CRAZY house and I simply love it. I am hanging out all the time with close friends. I am happy.
People ask me, why then are you leaving?
And it is weird. I mean I know why.... and I am happy about it. I want to go to The Netherlands, I want to go to Europe but at the same time I have to confess just how much Montreal has become home for me, and how difficult it is to leave.
More difficult than I realised.
Tonight I am finishing my Canada scrapbook - with final postings and additions.
I need to get some closure.
It is weird.
On the one hand, I am mega pumped at the idea of living in Europe again. Being close to many bosom friends, seeing my 'family' in Copenhagen, starting what should be a new and exciting learning experience, being able to afford meaningful travel across Europe....
On the other hand, I LOVE Montreal. I mean I only realised in the last few days HOW MUCH I love this place, the people... maybe not the work... but the lifestyle. My life in Montreal is amazing at the moment. The sun is shining, I am more than comfortable in my job role, I am living in a CRAZY house and I simply love it. I am hanging out all the time with close friends. I am happy.
People ask me, why then are you leaving?
And it is weird. I mean I know why.... and I am happy about it. I want to go to The Netherlands, I want to go to Europe but at the same time I have to confess just how much Montreal has become home for me, and how difficult it is to leave.
More difficult than I realised.
Tonight I am finishing my Canada scrapbook - with final postings and additions.
I need to get some closure.
2 Comments:
You are leaving because you have nothing better that you can do in the near future in Montreal;
No matter how great your friends are, you still have to dance to your drumbeat so to speak.
I love how you can use pretty much no words but put things into perspective in an amazing way.
Nothing to say but - you are spot on :-)
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