I am ALMOST ready...
So I have been out walking for a few hours, and taking a look at my new home.
And I am feeling better.
You know the feeling of chatting for hours with a good friend, and then going home. Sometimes you really notice the silence.
I think that is how I am at the moment.
I have had so much wonderful noise around me in the last month, that now I notice the silence more.
It is a stark contrast, a hit in the face. A severe hit in the face.
BUT once I get noise - start work, meet others in Amsterdam, get involved in French classes, get involved in the International Theatre group I have researched - I will build up all the noises of home.
And that process, starts tomorrow.
So today is letting go of Montreal, and tomorrow is EMRACING AMSTERDAM.
Gosh, talk about a massive emotional day.
But being in Europe over the summer is going to be amazing, being in a new work environment is what I need, travel is at my doorstep.
It is exciting, I AM lucky. I know that.
Tonight is about moving on from Montreal, and getting that frame of mind ready to embrace the new experience ahead. One that I am sure will be another amazing chapter in my life.
THANK YOU everyone for your hugs and support.
I LOVE YOU!!!
Hugs Mazzy xx
And I am feeling better.
You know the feeling of chatting for hours with a good friend, and then going home. Sometimes you really notice the silence.
I think that is how I am at the moment.
I have had so much wonderful noise around me in the last month, that now I notice the silence more.
It is a stark contrast, a hit in the face. A severe hit in the face.
BUT once I get noise - start work, meet others in Amsterdam, get involved in French classes, get involved in the International Theatre group I have researched - I will build up all the noises of home.
And that process, starts tomorrow.
So today is letting go of Montreal, and tomorrow is EMRACING AMSTERDAM.
Gosh, talk about a massive emotional day.
But being in Europe over the summer is going to be amazing, being in a new work environment is what I need, travel is at my doorstep.
It is exciting, I AM lucky. I know that.
Tonight is about moving on from Montreal, and getting that frame of mind ready to embrace the new experience ahead. One that I am sure will be another amazing chapter in my life.
THANK YOU everyone for your hugs and support.
I LOVE YOU!!!
Hugs Mazzy xx
3 Comments:
MAZZY!!!!!
It's of course an individual from Montreal who wishes to have his identity kept confidential! anyway, just saying hello and that I am happy that you made it to amsterdam....maybe not as much as noor though:P Everyone says hello and we all miss you :)
Speak to you soon!!!!!
hey dear Mazzy,
it was good to see you and it was nice to see you post this as well. I always believe home is where your heart and lvoe goes to, so it is absolutely okay to miss home while you'r away and expecting of "coming" back home anytime!
cheers always
Fabio!!!
MISS YOU GUYS ASWELL!!
Yes, get SKYPE you loser so we can chat when I am established at work.
Wing babe... GREAT TO SEE YOU!!!
Thanks sweetie... so when are you visiting me? hey?
Hugs Mazzy xx
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